September 20, 2013


Yesterday, don't know why I did, but  I did anyway. I ventured onto the March 2012 moms board on The Bump. 

I found myself shedding tears as I read about the milestones their children have achieved. I found myself thinking of all the things my son should be doing now. 

Two friends have the 1st birthdays of their sons coming up. I'm very close to them but I can't help but feel a twinge of sadness and envy about the fact they get to celebrate. 


March 31, 2013

Happy Birthday

Dear Ademide,

Happy first birthday! I miss you so much - I wish we were having an awesome birthday party today but God must understand why. I'm sure you're having an amazing time in heaven. Till we meet again, I love you.